The day is almost halfway over...I've been sitting in front of this computer since 7 this morning, and I'm still not fully ready for class tomorrow. I just can't seem to get motivated to actually DO anything. I'm making progress, but it's slow. I get caught up in the tiniest minute details that really don't matter at all--but it's like watching an ant crawl across the floor. It's completely irrelevant but I just can't stop watching. I keep thinking about somebody I know waaaaaaaaaay out west and all the fun they are having. I really do hope they are having a good time.
Meanwhile, working on class stuff and could not be more tired of it. Times like these make me wonder if its all worth it. Do I not love what I do now? Is this much hell worth the end result? I suppose the answer is yet, but it sure doesn't feel like it. What I really needed to go was go out and run this morning, but I just couldn't motivate myself to do so. Maybe after Saturday I can get back in the swing of things. It just feels hopeless on some days. Why even try? I just want to curl up in a ball and go to sleep until I can't sleep anymore.
But then I get over it and realize I have things to do......
Meanwhile, working on class stuff and could not be more tired of it. Times like these make me wonder if its all worth it. Do I not love what I do now? Is this much hell worth the end result? I suppose the answer is yet, but it sure doesn't feel like it. What I really needed to go was go out and run this morning, but I just couldn't motivate myself to do so. Maybe after Saturday I can get back in the swing of things. It just feels hopeless on some days. Why even try? I just want to curl up in a ball and go to sleep until I can't sleep anymore.
But then I get over it and realize I have things to do......
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Hey aren't you that guy on youtube who falls on his face trying to ride some equipment cart?
You are correct, sir. Glad you noticed.
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