Halfway Through the Day

The day is almost halfway over...I've been sitting in front of this computer since 7 this morning, and I'm still not fully ready for class tomorrow. I just can't seem to get motivated to actually DO anything. I'm making progress, but it's slow. I get caught up in the tiniest minute details that really don't matter at all--but it's like watching an ant crawl across the floor. It's completely irrelevant but I just can't stop watching. I keep thinking about somebody I know waaaaaaaaaay out west and all the fun they are having. I really do hope they are having a good time.



Meanwhile, working on class stuff and could not be more tired of it. Times like these make me wonder if its all worth it. Do I not love what I do now? Is this much hell worth the end result? I suppose the answer is yet, but it sure doesn't feel like it. What I really needed to go was go out and run this morning, but I just couldn't motivate myself to do so. Maybe after Saturday I can get back in the swing of things. It just feels hopeless on some days. Why even try? I just want to curl up in a ball and go to sleep until I can't sleep anymore.



But then I get over it and realize I have things to do......

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Browsing through the ol' pictures........

Went to the T+2 Tech conference in Denver a year or two ago....ran across this picture, along with several others that no one would be particularly interested in, but I may post anyway with some backstory :) Just because they're fun to look at....

Blazing starts and lagging finishes........

There's always the problem about the excitement created with a new blog--fired up at first, then comes the inevitable slowdown. Nothing has slowed down--only the blogging part. At least in MY life.

Just spent a week in Hot Springs for the 14th annual Hot Springs Technology Institute. Picked up quite a bit of stuff to help out with school for the upcoming year. But I'm tired. Really, really tired. I'm also taking 6 hours of Master's classes this first summer term--it's about to get to me. I don't have a minute's free time and things are starting to close in around me. I have a really good friend who is in California right now--how awesome is that? I think I need a vacation myself.